today is the day. double confirm

harini 27/12

awal2 husband tanya nak pergi klinik bila?

 i said pagi ada meeting sekolah. pergi petang jela lepas balik kerja..

OK

pukul 5.30 siap2 mandi solat and tunggu husband balik

dalam pukul 6 baru gerak.. siap bekal sebotol air.. nak bg pundi kencing penuh..

sampai klinik, menunggu giliran.. rasa nak terkencing je minum banyak air..

my husband tanya nervous ke? mcm muka takut je,,

of course im nervous! mcmne kalau hasilnya tak bagus?

bila dipanggil..doc tanya ada pendarahan x? i said no. ok lets do the scan..

kali ni tanpa diajak husband pn masuk bilik scan sekali.. sebelum ni ajak pn geleng je.. maybe he is excited to know the result..

masa letak gel kt perut and mula letak scanner.. takot gile..pasrah.. and skrin pn mcm gambar tgh loading bila internet slow. i was just like: alamak xde ke?

sekali doc gerakkan ke bawah n ada satu bulat besar and a fetus inside.. ada nampak kelip. doc kata tu jantung.. ALHAMDULILLAH BERSYUKUR SGT!! satu anugerah bila tgk baby kt dalam perut tu..

she asked me awak baru kencing ke.. sbb rahim kecik lg..so baby kt bawah. kalau awak penuhkan pundi kencing awak.. pundi yg duduk atas rahim akan ke bawah so scan akan nampak cantik atas perut..

i told her mmg la baru kencing tp dah minum sebotol air.. mungkin belum ckup penuh lg..

tak kisahla.. as long ada image baby muncul kt screen..

doc measure and its 9 weeks!! yaaa doc salah bgtahu haritu. it should be 9 weeks today!

im so happy. doc ask kat mana nk buat  1st prenatal check up?

we havent decided yet!
so doc x bg appointment. tp dia kata kalau nak check up kt klinik.. dtg lg 3 weeks which is in middle of jan..

hmmm
thank you Allah

oh btw the given estimate due date is 3/8/13   ^_____^

really finding the answer

masuk 7 weeks dari tarikh last period, we went to the other nearest clinic to do another scan.

klinik seksyen 24
walaupun nampak mesin scan mcm old school
tapi doc dia sgt friendly..

datang2 terus cakap nak wat ultrasound..
dia kira 7 weeks..
macam biasa tonyoh2 perut
langsung tak nampak

lama dia cari2 sampai peluh2 doc tu
and surprisingly dia cakap

tak nampak la..betul ke upt awak positif? dpt 2 line?
pastu rahim awak ni macam terbalik..
kalau rahim terbalik memang payah nak nampak utk 3 bulan pertama.

i just like what? rahim terbalik?
dia tanya ada bleeding tak..
i said no

dia cakap patutnya minggu dikira mesti sama ngn hasil ultrasound, kalau tak sama problem la tu..

ok made me more worried
am i really pregnant or not..

rahim terbalik buat diri lg susah hati..

abes selongkar google.. masih tak dapat info yg dicari..

hmm..sudahlah. i dont want to make anymore speculation.

just wait for 27/12

first met with doctor

Kalau ikut kiraan dah masuk 6 minggu. Hasil pembacaan rata-rata cakap 6 weeks dah boleh nampak heartbeat. so we decided to have our first ultrasound. we choose klinik kt seksyen 3 sbb dulu pernah datang and tgk ultrasound dia mcm lagi canggih..

pkul 6.20 p.m sampai klinik. Takde org.. selesai register.. doc panggil masuk.. doc pun ajak scan.

and me dah siap minum air banyak2 bagi scan nampak clear.

bila di scan. sakit betul ditekan2..
lama gak dia mencari..
risau plak.. hati dub dab dub dab

pastu dia spot something..
dia kata ada kantung bayi

tapi mata yg melihat ni tak nampak apa2 pun..
haha

doc measure kata 5 weeks..
pelik. kenapa 5? kenapa bukan 6?

lepastu doktor tu mcm garang.. takut nak tanya soalan.
sepatah je dia jawab.. muka pun tak senyum..

dia just suruh datang lg 3 minggu utk repeat scan
next appointment 27/12

hmm
malam nya buat upt lg sekali.. result clear sgt!